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Lost control of myself
03.22.05 (3:23 am)   [edit]
Havent been blogging for the past few days.I was quite busy with personal things and school work.I went to the Creative warehouse sales last Friday.Queue up for 1 day 1 night for the star buy.Dear wanted to buy the mp3player and the speakers from the star buy but the rule was that one person can only buy 1 item from the star buy each day.Thus,there i was,queuing up for him.haha. :lol: Although the warehouse sales only start on Friday,some people were already queuing there on Wednesday.Luckily, we went 1 day earlier or else we wont be able to get a good queue number.Staying overnight outside was not so easy.There was no bed and the floor and chairs were so hard.I cant sleep properly for the whole night.Although dear brought me a sleeping bag,i still felt uncomfortable.Moreover,i always have difficulties sleeping elsewhere other than my own bed.haha.As a result,i only managed to nap for 2-3 hours. :cry:

I was so tired after the whole thing ended.I went home straight,hoping to catch some sleep.But who knows,my project mates asked me to meet them in school during the evening as they wanted to ask our lecturer questions regarding our projects.I was reluctant to go at first but after hearing them saying that i was so irresponsible,i went in the end.When i reached school,i called them.But guess what.They told me that they were going back home now coz they had something on at home.Such a coincidence...both of them have something on at home.haha...so funny right! :roll: Ya...they put me aeroplane lor.But never mind...i'm not a gei gao person lor.I still make my way to the lecture hall.On my way,i saw them on the overhead bridge.I waved to them and said HI.Instead of waving back,they ignored me and diao me lor.SO RUDE right!I was very very pissed off.I just dont understand why.They can be late,they can dont attend the project meetings without anyone blaming them but I cant!When i'm late or missed any meetings,they will say that i'm irresponsible and blame me FOREVER.These people dont ever reflect on themselves first before they complain about others. :x

After that day,i seemed to be the enemy of the group.I went to a lecture on Monday and i was only sitting in front of them.I heard them discussing the project among themselves.They dont even bother to tell me what they have discussed.Are they trying to kick me out of the group?Actually,i'm very worried that they will be very cruel as in dont include my name when they submit the project.I just cant trust a person like them totally.Fortunately,someone saved me.I was invited by my friend to join her group.After thinking,i felt that i should join her.This decision will be the best for both me and my old project mates.After what had happened,i dont think they can work with me peacefully anymore.This is the best decision that i've made this year.Clap for me ba.hahaha. :wink:
 
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